Title: Uncommon Distractions Author: Kay Email: kaygrr@hotmail.com Feedback: Please? Because watching a grown girl cry is just pathetic. Website: ssfdu.tripod.com/kay/journal.htm (love for Sandy) Archive: Just let me know, eh? Fandom: Buffy Pairing: (Xander/Graham) + (Xander/Spike) = Xander/Graham/Spike Rating: PG-13 Disclaimer: Mine? What? *These*? No, they're Mutant Enemy's. They just followed me home and wouldn't leave until I played with them. Spoilers: The last season of Buffy. The incident with Glory, and the ep "The Body". (Look at me, trying to be vague). And that ugly rumor about Spike and a certain blond slayer? Never happened. Summery: Graham and Riley are called back to Sunnydale when the area destabilizes. When they return, they discover there are new factors in lives of the Scooby Gang, especially in Xander and Spike's. Part 8/? Graham caught Riley's eye and nodded quickly. Riley winked to signal that he understood and Graham tensed his muscles, ready to put their plan into action. The past few days had been killing him. Spending a few hours every night in Xander's company had sealed his fate: he was now in love with the other man. The way Xander smiled at him, the way he never complained even though he was obviously tired or hurting, the way he listened to everyone speak and was guided by them in making decisions, the way his pants clung in all the right places when he hunkered down to watch their prey...it all combined to cause him to fall helplessly for Xander. He was incredibly grateful to have been ordered to work with Xander because there was no other way that he would have been able to get to know the other man. He was finally able to see beyond the always-cheerful surface and see the dedicated, determined man hidden beneath. He was in love with Xander. Now if only Spike would get the hell out of the way so Graham could *do* something about it. The damn vampire was always there, always standing between Graham and Xander so that Graham couldn't say anything to the dark-haired man without Spike being a part of the conversation. If he hadn't been so hung up on Xander, Graham might have decided to make a play for Spike and turn the vampire's presence to his own advantage. Spike was handsome, no denying it; and the way he moved and talked pretty much screamed sex. Graham hadn't been immune to the attraction when Spike had been captured months ago and he wasn't immune now. This time around, though, his heart was involved and that changed everything. He could still feel the pull of Spike, but it was Xander that captivated him. That was the reason he had convinced Riley to help him. Not only could he count on Riley's help because he was a good friend, but also because it was sure to irritate Spike. Riley still hadn't forgiven Spike for giving him hell about his relationship with Buffy. Graham was inclined to think it was a head game Spike had played with Buffy and Riley both; if he really wanted her, wouldn't he be hanging around her now? He wasn't going to argue with his friend, though, not when Riley was about to run interference for him. Acting on Graham's signal, Riley picked an argument with Spike. "Are you sure you know how to handle these demons? I ran into something like them with the Initiative and we did something different." "Pissed yourselves and ran screaming for mommy?" Spike suggested snidely. The argument was off and running. Riley held Spike's attention by first challenging his knowledge and then just by bickering with him. Not wasting the chance given to him, Graham quickly moved to take Spike's place at Xander's side. He smiled at the dark-haired man. "Hey." Xander smiled at him. "Hey." Graham felt like an idiot. Here was his one chance and he had no idea what to say without coming off as an idiot or overly creepy. 'Hey, I'm in love with you'? 'I know we've just met but would you like to stay with me tonight, stay with me every night'? He'd just send Xander fleeing in justified terror. He glanced over at Riley and Spike. "They sound like an old married couple." Xander rewarded him with a grin. "God, you're right. Just don't tell them that." Graham felt better. At least he'd made him laugh. "So are these Glidernts the usual demon? Slavering for human blood and all that?" "All that and ugly. Ugly by even Hellmouth standards." Xander shuddered. "I noticed that," Graham said. "I never got to see anything attractive when I was stationed here." Now or never. "Not until the past few days, that is." He held Xander's gaze. Xander stared at him for a moment as the meaning of Graham's comment sank in. Color rose up in his cheeks, but he didn't look away. "I've, uh, noticed that the quality of the nightlife has gone up myself." His voice was a little shaky, but a hesitant smile that played at the corners of his mouth. Xander was flirting back! Graham managed to resist the urge to do a victory dance. He smiled and scooted closer Xander. "Would you like to try exploring some of the new nightlife?" He winced. He always ended up sounding cheesy when he tried to be coy. The color deepened on Xander's face, but he held Graham's gaze. "I haven't gotten a chance to do much exploring lately," he said. His expression became a little naughty. "And most of my interaction with the local nightlife involves pointy objects." Graham laughed. "Ain't nothing wrong with pointy objects." He sobered a little as he said earnestly, "We could start exploring with something small. A movie theater maybe? Or a restaurant." Xander grinned at him. "I think that could be a lot of fun." "What could be a lot of fun?" Spike's voice was loud in Graham's ear. Graham swore and took a few steps back, thoroughly startled by the abrupt interruption. Spike took advantage of his startlement and eeled his way back to stand beside Xander. Graham glared mutinously at Spike and refused to answer. "Hurrying up and taking care of these demons so I can sleep. If we finish quickly I'll be able to sleep for six hours! That sounds like fun to me." As he spoke, Xander glanced over at Graham and the blush stayed on his cheeks. Graham grinned at him. Xander was willing to keep their date a secret and he was looking forward to it. He caught Riley's gaze and shot him a surreptitious thumbs up. Riley grinned, sharing in his triumph. As they neared the place that Xander had identified as the demons' location, Graham calmed down and focused on the fight that was coming up. All of them readied themselves, pulling out weapons they'd brought with them. The building the Glidernts were hiding in was little more than a one room shack and Graham didn't like the idea of being hemmed in so closely with the demons. "Maybe we could lure them out?" "With what?" Riley asked. "Tell them that we're the take-out they ordered?" "No way," Spike muttered. "Glidernts have taste." Graham and Riley both turned on the vampire, but Xander was there in between them. "Let's focus on getting the bad guys before we turn on each other, all right?" He looked at Spike. "Do you speak their language?" "Not much," Spike admitted. "Enough to say something about their mothers?" "I could imply that they have mothers. That should be enough to bring them out here." Spike looked toward the shack and yelled in a language that was mostly gargling. The response was immediate. Two demons came crawling out of the shack, shrieking at them in the same gargling language. They scuttled forward on four legs, waving another pair in the air as they charged the men facing them. Graham hoped his face wasn't twisted up as much as he thought it was. Ick-face wasn't especially an attractive look for him, but those things were *nasty*. He blasted away with his zap gun without hesitation, not wanting the damn things to get to close. After a few rounds, he noticed something. "Shooting them only pisses them off!" Spike sneered at him. "Guess I'll have to take care of things the old-fashioned way, then." He pulled a long knife out of his boot and gargled out a few more insults. Graham pulled out his own knife and moved to help Spike. He knew Riley could take care of himself; his friend was slicing away at the second demon with a definite look of disgust on his face. Ignoring Spike's snarls, he helped the vampire stab the Glidernt, learning its weak spot by trial and error. Just as it fell lifeless to the ground, Graham heard Riley's shout for help. He turned and watched as the second Glidernt caught Riley with its front legs and heaved him into the air. Xander abandoned his own efforts at slicing and dicing and tried to help Riley, only to be knocked down hard to the ground when Riley fell against him. Graham wasn't quite sure how he crossed the distance to reach the second demon; one moment he was standing over the dead body of its pal and the next he was stabbing it vengefully, one thrust for Riley and the next few for Xander because no one hurt Xander while he was around. He was vaguely aware of Spike at his side, spewing curses and tearing the creature apart with his own blade. The Glidernt soon collapsed in a lifeless heap. Graham took a few steps back, panting a little from the exertion. "Damn." Riley stared at the ruined pile of flesh. "Damn." Maybe he went a little overboard with the killing. Then he looked at Xander, who was rubbing the back of his head with an expression of pain and changed his mind. He wanted to kill the demon all over again. He moved toward Xander, but Spike beat him to his side. Graham managed to ask his question first, though. "Are you all right? Are you hurt anywhere?" "Riley's no light-weight," Xander admitted, letting Spike help him to his feet. "But I think I'm OK. I bumped my head a little." He stared in horrified fascination at the dead Glidernt. "Wow. Did it yell something back about your mothers?" Graham kept quiet and ignored Riley's too-mild expression. He was going to hear about this later, he knew it. All his protective instincts were over-active where Xander was concerned and Riley wasn't going to pass up the chance to tease him over it. Spike seemed to want to ignore the question as well. "Let's get you home, eh?" "You'll be able to sleep," Graham added. The way Xander looked at him with a hidden smile told him that Xander hadn't forgotten their earlier flirtation. The flicker of warmth inside him grew. He fell into step behind Xander, keeping Riley quiet through judicious use of death glares. The teasing was going to have to wait until they were alone. He didn't want to take any chances. Xander invited him and Riley up to the apartment to wind down and have something to drink. Graham accepted immediately, but Riley came along willingly. Graham knew Riley was getting to like Xander more; by spending time with him without Buffy being a factor, Riley was becoming Xander's friend, instead of just being his friend's boyfriend. Plus, it pissed Spike off every time they came up. When they were all sitting down and supplied with something to drink, Xander looked over at Riley. "Um, have you seen Buffy at all yet?" The smile faded from Riley's face. "No." "You should, man. You two need to talk. There was too much going on when you left, too many distractions that you couldn't get past then but I think now you might have a chance." Riley stared down into his glass. "I want to think that, Xander. I do. I just can't talk to her. I'm not ready yet and I'm...I'm under orders." Xander nodded in immediate understanding. "That sucks. Just think about it, ok?" Riley nodded. When Spike stood abruptly, Graham braced himself for a scathing comment that would compel him to help Riley kick the vampire's ass. Spike surprised him, though. Instead of attacking Riley's relationship with Buffy, he looked at Xander. "I've got to make a blood run. I'll be back in a few." He walked out without any further explanation. Graham couldn't believe it. Not only had Spike ignored a chance to make Riley crazy, he was also leaving Xander alone with them! He watched as Spike left, then shared a confused look with Riley. What the hell was going on? Never one to waste an opportunity, Graham got up and moved to sit beside Xander on the couch. He noticed that Xander looked a little confused as he stared at the door. "Are you all right?" Xander looked at him. "I'm fine," he said quickly. He blinked again and seemed to realize that Graham was sitting beside him for the first time. A small smile touched his lips. "I'm fine," he said in a more normal tone. "And how's your head?" "Hurts," Xander admitted. "And having all two hundred pounds of Riley land on top of me didn't help matters." "Hey!" Riley objected. "That remark is going to cost you a beer." He got up and headed for the kitchen. Graham vowed to put up with Riley's teasing later without complaint. His friend was trying to give him some privacy. He shifted so he facing Xander. "Have you given any more thought to joining me on an expedition?" Hey, it might be cheesy but it seemed to work with Xander. Xander nodded. "I think that I'd like that a lot. Of course, to cut down on Hellmouthy interference, it might be a good idea to try doing something in the daytime first." Graham's mind immediately flashed to Xander working on the construction site, arms flexing as he positioned each piece of wood before cutting it down to the right size. "Daylight can be good," he agreed quickly. "Anything in particular you'd like to do?" "Hey, this is your expedition," Xander said, laughing. "Just so long as it's not a fun-filled tour of Sunnydale's purveyors of junk food, anything will be good." "What?" Xander blushed a little. "I used to see you at my jobs a lot," he explained. "I figure you must be a fan of the fried variety of cuisine." It was Graham's turn to flush. Now or never; holding back wasn't going to gain him anything. "It wasn't the junk food," he admitted. "It was the cute guy behind the counter serving the junk food." Xander stared at him, shaking his head a little. "It's true," Graham said. "I'm really not that big a fan of the hot dog. I'm just a fan of you." He held his breath, hoping that Xander wouldn't decide he was a stalker and make a run for it. Lips parted, Xander laughed quietly. "I used to pretend that," he said quietly. "You know, that you'd come to see me." The blush was back on his cheeks. Graham couldn't resist, not with Xander blushing and looking at him with honesty and nervousness and the flickering beginnings of heat. He leaned forward, moving slowly so Xander would have every chance to stop him. Meeting with no resistance, he gently pressed his lips to Xander's. The barest brush of mouth on mouth and he leaned back, checking Xander's reaction. Brown eyes slowly drifted open and Xander licked his lips before moving to repeat the kiss. Soft lips on his own and Graham was lost, leaning against Xander and reveling in the warmth of his skin and the scent of him, so close and finally there to be touched. He sat back after a few more moments, not wanting to push Xander. Xander smiled up at him. "Wow." Wow? He rated a wow? Not that he disagreed. The kiss had seriously short-circuited his vocabulary, but he thought wow pretty much summed it up. "Wow is good. I can take wow. Does wow mean that you'll be going out with me?" "I've got a few weeks of half-days coming up soon. I think I could fit you into my busy social calendar." Xander sat back a little as Riley came back into the room. Graham decided to let up as well. There was no telling when Spike was going to return, either, and he wasn't looking forward to a fight. He knew there would be; the vampire was too protective of Xander to ever let anything like this go. Maybe once Graham got a little closer to Xander he'd be able to figure out what kind of hold Spike was trying to gain over Xander and then he could protect Xander from him. He reached out and touched Xander's arm. "Do you want anything more to drink?" "Another Coke would be good. It might help with my head." Xander moved to get up. Graham beat him to it. "Let me." He had to get out of the room for a moment before Xander or Riley caught sight of the lunatic grin he could feel stretching across his features. He couldn't help it. He'd kissed Xander. Xander had kissed *him*! It was grin like an idiot or do a touchdown shuffle, and the grin was easier to hide. As he pulled another can out of the fridge for Xander, he steadfastly ignored the bags of blood. He could pretend that he'd never seen them just fine, thank you. He turned around to head back for the living room just as the door to the apartment opened and Spike walked in carrying a cooler. Spike set the cooler down on the counter. "You still here?" He spoke generally, but his eyes were on Graham. "Past your bedtimes, isn't it?" Graham wanted to argue with him, but he knew Xander was tired and hurting. He didn't want to start a fight that would ruin the happy little buzz he was feeling, either. He glared at Spike. "I guess we'll be seeing you tomorrow, then." "Guess you will." Ignoring Spike's matching glare, he walked past the vampire into the living room. He handed the Coke to the dark-haired man. "See you tomorrow," he said, his smile under control but still huge. Xander grinned back up at him with hidden warmth in his gaze. "Definitely. And thank you." He took the soda, fingers lingering as they brushed over Graham's. "Good night." Yes, it certainly had been. "Good night." He didn't bother to look at Spike as he and Riley left. He did keep an eye on Riley, though, timing how long his friend would be able to keep his peace. Riley managed to hold it in down the stairs, out onto the street, and even into the vehicle. Graham made sure to take the driver's seat; he didn't want Riley be distracted while driving. Riley made it until they were about a mile down the road before erupting into laughter. Graham waited for him to get it all out, not wanting to interrupt and make it last any longer than it had too. Finally, Riley got a hold of himself, although laughter still rumbled up out of him every so often. "I thought dating Buffy was bad. I never had to use tactical maneuvers just to talk to her!" Graham grinned. "But they worked! Thanks, man. I owe you." "You owe me big time, if what I heard from the kitchen is any indication." "What did you hear?" Graham demanded. "Nothing." Riley winked at him. "That's what makes me think it went well." Graham stared resolutely out the windshield for a few moments before he couldn't hold it in anymore. "I kissed him," he said. "I kissed him and he said he'd go out with me." He had to say it out loud and make it real. Riley laughed. When Graham glared, he held his hands up defensively. "Hey, I'm glad it's working out for you. Congratulations on finally being able to do more than just stalk your crush." Reminding himself that without Riley's help he never would have been able to talk to Xander at all, Graham decided to forgive Riley for laughing. "It's not a crush anymore," he admitted. Riley sobered immediately. "It's serious?" "Yeah. I didn't know him before." Now he did, and it was all over. He knew Riley would understand - the same thing had happened to Riley when he finally gotten to know Buffy. He went from liking her to loving her powerfully. Graham had fallen into the same trap; now that he knew Xander, he wasn't going to be able to walk away from him. "But now I do, and I'm going to get to know him better." Riley just sat there and smiled at him. "You do have it bad." "It's only going to get worse," Graham warned. He was going to take Xander out and give him the chance to fall as hard as he himself had. He was going to earn Xander's trust and his love. He was also going to figure out what Spike wanted with Xander. He knew that look Spike had given him was a challenge. He wasn't going to let Xander be hurt in one of the vampire's schemes. He winced a little as his thoughts wandered as he considered the vampire. He couldn't think about Spike without picturing him in his mind, and he couldn't do that without feeling the lingering traces of lust. He'd noticed Spike when he was imprisoned within the Initiative and had stared at his image on video monitors and through the shatter-resistant plastic shield that sealed his cell. Even exhausted and desperate, Spike had moved with an innately sexual grace that had drawn Graham in despite knowing what Spike was. Graham couldn't quite trust himself when it came to Spike, not with lust clouding his judgement about the other man. The best he could do was focus on his love for Xander and trust in that to help him keep to the right course. His thoughts back on Xander, Graham settled himself down for the ride back to base. He'd have to endure Riley's teasing and a quick debriefing, but then he'd have the rest of the night to remember what it felt like to hold Xander and finally know his kiss. *****