He rolled over, hugging the other pillow to himself, inhaling the faint
but unmistakable scent of his lover,
only then noticing he had dislodged something as it fell to the floor with a soft thud.
He sat up and reached down for the beautifully wrapped package, intrigued.
carefully he caught his breath in a loud gasp. Inside lay a note and an exquisitely crafted leather
collar dotted with small silver studs.
Wear my gift today as a sign of your devotion, everytime it rubs
against the sensitive skin of
your neck…imagine that it is me stroking you, not the leather. I know you must work, but wear it
with pride…with love and know that I will see you soon.
He had just reached his desk when Simon bellowed “Ellison…get your sorry ass in here!”
He sighed and straightened up before strolling head held high into the Captain’s office.
Simon almost choked on his coffee when he saw him before spluttering, “What the hell is that?”.
“A gift” Jim replied softly with a hint of steel. Simon scowled, not
liking his answer.
“Is there a problem *Sir*” Jim asked emphasising the last word.
“No, of course not. Sorry about that Jim, I was just a bit stunned.
I mean it isn’t really you.” Simon
apologised gesturing towards the collar
“Actually…I think it *is* really me for the first time in quite a while”
Jim’s smile was as mysterious as
The Captain decided that even if he lived to be a hundred he would never
understand that man.
“I think he has some business to attend to, but he did leave a note
reminding me that he would see me
later.” The matter-of-fact tone, contradicting the strange gleam in his light blue eyes.
The two men settled in to discuss the cases they were currently working
on. An hour later Jim finally left
the Captain’s office, surprised to see he was still getting curious looks from his friends and fellow officers
until he arrived at his desk.
Jim opened the note…
Just remember you belong to me.
One of the female secretaries approached him quietly, placed a hand
on his shoulder and inquired if he
was all right.
The smile that she received was dazzling.
“Yes! I am, *Very* ” he answered hesitating only for a moment.
She smiled back in return before whispering “Just make sure he knows”
Jim’s head whipped back in surprise.
“Don’t worry, it isn’t obvious, even to a room full of detectives”.
Eyes sparkling in anticipation he opened it...
Are you thinking of me? Thinking about when we will be together again?
Or has your job
distracted you from me…from us. You have been neglecting me lately, although unintentionally.
Still…I must remind you of who you will *always* belong to.
Not caring how undignified it looked, he almost ran through the building,
only stopping when he reached
Immediately Jim spotted the note attached to the windscreen. His entire
body tightened in anticipation of
what this latest note might contain.
There is a tape, ready to be played in the cassette player. Listen
to my voice carefully and follow
He sat in the driver’s seat for a moment trying to gain control over
his rapid breathing before pressing the
Tonight…you will have your chance to prove how much I mean to you
and to make up for your
Do you still need me? Can you live without me? Because I know I can’t live without you.
There is only one rule…you wear my gift and only that. I shall be home about 8pm. Until then…
Jim glanced down at his watch, 3pm. He had 5 hours to prepare himself.
Food had been prepared with careful deliberation… Wine, a selection of fruit and sinfully rich chocolate.
Soft music played in the background as Jim finally positioned himself
on the floor facing the door, resting
lightly on his knees, head lowered submissively and hands out stretched, palms open in supplication…
wearing only his gift. Only moments later he could sense his lover approaching.
His lover’s steady tone was at complete odds with his accelerated heart rate.
Jim dared not smile. He sat there silent, unmoving until his lover gave
him leave to rise and speak. At
some point in the afternoon Jim had suprised himself by throwing himself into this role whole-heartedly
and *enjoying* it, and was determined to prove his devotion by both word and deed.
His lover was right as usual, he had been neglecting him but no more.
“Shall I address you as Master?” Jim asked huskily, and watched as his
lovers eyes dilated until they
were almost black with a combination of shock and arousal.
“Master of my body… master of my soul… master of my heart” He whispered.
His lover nodded mutely.
“Shall I prepare a bath for you… Master?” he asked quietly and was answered
by a moan and then
And so it began.
His lover murmured sleepily and opened his eyes. “Your bath is ready,
Master” Jim stated calmly,
helping him up before directing him towards the bathroom.
Hot water steamed in the tub, and candles reflected off the polished
tiles in the small room as Jim knelt
once more at his lover’s feet and began slowly undressing him.
Next he paid careful attention to his lover’s glorious mane of hair,
gently massaging his scalp as he
worked the shampoo through the silken strands, then slowly rinsing it.
Once that task was completed he helped him out of the tub and enveloped
him in a large fluffy towel,
before carrying his lover towards the fireplace, and lowering him onto the rug.
Once finished and while his lover was still in this position, he slowly
and tenderly worked the tension out
of his shoulders and back.
Jim waited until his lover was almost purring before reluctantly moving
He made sure his lover was comfortable before offering him a slice of orange, feeding it to him carefully.
His lover closed his eyes and sighed blissfully. Another slice of fruit,
strawberry this time then Jim poured
and handed him the glass of wine.
He shook his head slightly at the glass and whispered, “I would prefer to drink it from you!”
Jim shivered and complied taking a small sip, before leaning forward
until their lips met and his lover
drank the wine from him.
“I want you to hold me for a while…and make me feel like I’m the most
precious thing in the world to
“You are” Jim whispered.
His lover tilted his head back and gave him a smile of such brilliance
and filled with such love that Jim was
humbled by it.
Jim pulled his lover back against his chest and held him tightly rocking
them both a little, then began to
nibble on his lover’s neck.
He stood up and reached out a hand which his lover took gratefully to help him stand.
“Master?” Jim whispered, careful not to disturb the tension building between them.
“Yes James?” was the huskily murmured reply.
“Would you mind waiting down here while I make myself ready?”
“Five minutes only, before I come up”
“Yes Master” Jim answered before crossing the loft and climbing the
The footsteps stopped at the edge of the bed and he smiled slightly
to himself as he listened to his lover
take a deep breath that ended as a low moan and wiggled a little, spreading his legs further apart.
Another moan, louder this time.
Encouraged by the sound Jim stretched out fully, arching his back slightly and extending his arms.
His lover growled.
He arched backward slightly into the caress and emitted what sounded like a purr.
His lover chuckled quietly and continued, each stroke increasing in
length and pressure until he was
brushing his fingers from shoulder to knee then ever so slowly his lover moved the caresses inward until
he was tracing the line of his spine and the curve of his ass.
His lover watched him struggle internally with himself, noting the tensing
and releasing of his muscles,
making his touch more soothing than arousing until with a sigh Jim relaxed completely.
“Something…anything, please!” He begged, caught up in his need for touch, his need to give up control.
“On your knees James!” His lover demanded.
Jim obeyed without thought and raised himself.
“Spread yourself wider James”
Jim whimpered at the husky tone that commanded him. He could feel his
lover’s gaze on him hot and
insistent as he exposed himself completely, quivering at the delicious wantonness of the act.
“Gorgeous! you have no idea what it does to me to see you spread out
like that just because I
commanded you to”
“That’s it James…dial your senses up a little. I want you to feel my
voice, hear my caresses, taste the
scent of my arousal and see my words in your mind as I take you.”
He did as instructed, trembling at the texture of the cotton sheets against
his oversensitive skin and the
warm currents of air flowing over the expanse of his back.
“I want you to rest your head on the pillow and reach back and part yourself for me James.”
“C’mon James, I want to see you do it” His lover purred with a hint of steel.
Jim slumped forward and rested his weight on his shoulder, inhaling deeply
he reached behind himself
with trembling hands and did as he was instructed.
“Oh baby that is so hot!” His lover exclaimed moaning. “It’s taking all of my willpower not to just ram myself into that tight ass of yours right now.” He added breathlessly.
“Do it…please!” Jim pleaded hoarsely.
“Wouldn’t you rather I did this?”
A warm, wet and rough tongue trailed down the exposed cleft and licked
against the puckered opening,
then darted in and out quickly.
Jim whimpered and thrust himself back further seeking that wicked tongue.
His lover murmured in approval and continued lapping at the highly sensitive
flesh, adding nips and
sucking until Jim was squirming and begging for more.
A well placed bite had Jim arching almost violently and beyond coherence.
His lover eventually moved away and Jim moaned, disappointed.
“Give me your hand James” His lover demanded.
Jim turned one hand palm up and offered it to him.
Seconds later something cool and slick was squeezed onto his fingertips.
“Prepare yourself for me baby and make it good because when you are done
I’m going to fuck you so
long, hard and well you won’t know what century it is or anything else but the feel of being fucked”
Almost delirious with anticipation Jim heard his lover settle comfortably on the bed behind him,
So he began.
Behind him his lover moaned in delight, and Jim could suddenly hear the
sound of skin against skin and
knew his lover was stroking himself.
Determind to give his lover a bit of a show, he summoned up his remaining
self-control and proceeded
to tease both his lover and himself.
“Do it baby… another finger” his lover asked, breathing heavily.
Jim smiled slightly, wiggled a little and added another finger.
"Oh James you look so hot doing that. One more finger baby and then I'm going to fuck you raw"
Jim withdrew the fingers and offered the wet digits to his lover in a silent plea for more of the slick gel.
As soon as they were once more coated he thrust them back into his welcoming
ass with blissful cry,
then shuddered as he accidentally hit that one spot inside him guaranteed to make him wail in pleasure.
He gritted his teeth and slowed the motions of his fingers not wanting
to come too soon and disappoint
His actions did not go unnoticed.
"Are you going to come, baby?" His lover asked him, voice dark and breathless.
Jim nodded frantically, then yelped from the stinging slap to his rear.
"I asked you a question James"
"Yes Master but it's too soon" Jim replied, feeling slightly ashamed.
As if reading his mind his lover spoke. "It's alright James, turn over"
"Keep going James, I don't think you are prepared enough yet" his lover ordered.
Jim whimpered slightly and drew his knees up, almost to his chin, once
more exposing himself completely
to his lover's gaze.
Instead of sitting back and watching him this time, his lover moved forward and positioned himself on his knees only inches away from his ultimate goal.
"Continue, James." He instructed, with a growl.
With a deep breath, Jim plunged his fingers back inside himself.
Jim groaned and began to protest.
"Shh…" His lover hushed him. "I love watching you come, the way all your muscles tense and you make those sexy little mewling cries and growls. Besides you will last longer when I finally fuck you if I let you come now."
Jim panted, unable to say anything as a bolt of pure need shot through him.
"Turn up you dial another notch James"
Jim did as he was told and hissed loudly as the burning pleasure he felt
from finger-fucking himself increased in intensity.
"Yes, Master." Jim replied, barely coherent.
Jim watched as his lover focused on his straining cock, gleaming with
fluid in the soft light, which until
this time had been completely neglected.
His lover raised a hand and slowly dragged one finger across the tip, gathering up some of the fluid and brought it to his mouth.
"Come for me James. Now!" he ordered, before sucking the digit into his mouth.
And with a roar Jim came, hips arching violently, the visual stimulation
all his desperate senses needed to drive him over the edge.
"Feel better now baby?" His lover asked, his voice a low growl.
"Yes Master. Thank you" Jim replied, giving his lover an adoring smile.
His lover smiled back and Jim knew that all was right with his world once again, he then sprawled against the cool cotton sheets and spread his arms and legs wide in almost sluttish abandon, issuing an invitation with his movements for his lover to continue.
His lover chuckled at his behaviour and moved closer.
"Are you ready James?"
"Ready for the pounding I am going to give you?" He continued.
Jim nodded frantically and squirmed.
"What do you want James?" His lover asked quietly.
"I want you to fuck me, Master." Jim replied without hesitation.
"Do you deserve it?"
Jim shut his eyes ashamed. "No, Master I don't." He said miserably.
"Why don't you deserve it?" His lover queried.
"Because I have been neglecting you."
"Yes James you have. But I said in my note that I would give you a chance to make it up to me." His lover answered, softly.
"I'm so sorry Master"
"Yes baby?" He purred.
"Could you kiss me, please?" Jim implored.
His lover leaned forward and brushed his lips against Jim's teasingly before nibbling on his lower lip and demanding entrance to his mouth, exerting his control with a gentle force that left the Detective begging for more.
His lover drew away slowly and smiled.
Jim shuddered and took a deep breath.
"James I want you to keep you senses dialled up about two notches above normal." He commanded.
Jim must have looked slightly worried because his lover quickly reassured him.
"Don't worry baby, I won't let you zone. You trust me don't you?"
"Yes Master, I trust you. I trust you with my life, my heart, my body
and my senses."
Jim did as ordered, drawing his knees up once more against his chest and watched, shivering in anticipation as his lover moved forward and knelt resting on his heels between his spread thighs.
He gasped as he finally felt the touch of his lover against his skin, his lovers hands cupping his firm cheeks and parting them further, getting him positioned for the delicious pounding he was just about to receive.
Jim noticed his lover leaning over him as if to kiss him, but he stopped
at the last moment.
And then while their gazes were locked, his lover thrust forward and with determined and almost brutal forced embedded himself deeply inside his welcoming body.
Both men cried out in unison.
After a moment or two to let Jim adjust, his lover began withdrawing.
Jim clamped his muscles tight, not willing to let him go and received a firm slap on his ass in response.
"Who is in control here James?"
"I'm not going anywhere baby, don't worry, I'm done with teasing you tonight."
Jim smiled at that statement then groaned as his lover pulled out of him almost completely before plunging back in and going deeper than before.
His lover eventually got into a steady and forceful rhythm, sliding in and out of his body with controlled movements until Jim was thrashing his head from side to side on his pillow and pleading for release.
"Soon baby, soon" His lover crooned, breathlessly and increased the force behind each thrust.
Over and over his lover hit that one spot inside him that made him alternate between crying out in pleasure, growling and purring like some kind of big cat.
"That's it baby, almost there." He whispered huskily.
"Harder Master, please!" Jim begged.
"Harder? Are you sure baby?" His lover asked him, slightly concerned.
"Yes! Harder, faster, deeper. Take me. Fuck me hard and make sure I know who is in control." Jim cried, urging his lover on.
Jim watched as his lover gave up all control.
Every movement forced a blissful cry from Jim’s throat and an answering sound from his lover.
“Oh god, Blair now… *please*”
"Blaaaaaiiiirr!" Jim roared as he came, shuddering and panting as a wave of violent contractions overcame him and hurtled him screaming into the darkness.
Jim came to with his lover sprawled bonelessly on top of him.
"Blair? Are you okay?" He asked, his voice hoarse.
"Hmmmm…" His lover purred as he raised his head and kissed him hard.
"Thankyou" Jim whispered.
"I love you too." Blair replied.